For those who don't know my Beatrice has terminal cancer, this past week she has been refusing to walk on her lead.
I wholeheartedly believe my sweet Bea is calling me on the emotional B.S. something she has done since she was a puppy, she won't budge unless I am calm and de-stressed.
Oh baby I am stressed
my asthma went haywire in May
Sweet Beatrice had surgery and got diagnosed with cancer in June.
July was a kicker it ended with a facial abscess, root canal the same week my estranged sister passed ( I hadn't seen her much in the last 40 yrs so very awkward on to how to feel about that)
August was more of fixing that bum tooth. At work they fired 2 people yesterday, there were good reasons but no less stressful.
Of course my Beatrice being who she is called me out more than once, she has taught me so much about being calm and living in the now.
This last week was bloody hard, because no matter what I want my Bea to enjoy every second she has left and not worry about me.
Oi sorry for the ramble
I wholeheartedly believe my sweet Bea is calling me on the emotional B.S. something she has done since she was a puppy, she won't budge unless I am calm and de-stressed.
Oh baby I am stressed
my asthma went haywire in May
Sweet Beatrice had surgery and got diagnosed with cancer in June.
July was a kicker it ended with a facial abscess, root canal the same week my estranged sister passed ( I hadn't seen her much in the last 40 yrs so very awkward on to how to feel about that)
August was more of fixing that bum tooth. At work they fired 2 people yesterday, there were good reasons but no less stressful.
Of course my Beatrice being who she is called me out more than once, she has taught me so much about being calm and living in the now.
This last week was bloody hard, because no matter what I want my Bea to enjoy every second she has left and not worry about me.
Oi sorry for the ramble