Sympathy to you on the loss of Bow. With these canine family members, no matter how long they live, it is never long enough and so hard to say goodbye to them. I know the pain. xoI have just taken my little Bow to get spayed, something I felt quite nervous about and didn’t want to do it but did my research and was reassured. She had an allergic reaction to the anesthetic and didn’t make it. I actually can’t breathe I’m so devastated and don’t know how to process this.